Sep 21, 2008 22:01
The next day, Ueda walked into the jimusho. His thoughts were going crazy because he wondered about what to do. Should he go to Ryo to fix things? Luckily, they didn’t have a shoot together yesterday. It was just the group and some other pairings. But Ueda didn’t feel good with this thing between them. They never got along well but there was never a fight between them. Just silence.
Without thinking, Ueda headed towards the room of NEWS and went in without knocking.
“Um.. ohayou!” He looked around in the room, his eyes searching for Ryo.
“Ueda! Ohayou! What are you doing here?”, asked him Koyama. He was sitting on the sofa, leaning against Shige.
“Whe .. Where’s Nishikido-kun?"
“Oh, seems like he isn’t coming today. I’m not sure but he’s always one of the first ones here and if he isn’t there yet he won’t come anymore. I’ll ask Johnny-san later about it. I hope he isn’t ill. That would be too bad because of the band. But - chotto! Why are you looking for him? Something happened?”
Finally, Koyama stopped talking and looked confused at Ueda who still stood in the doorway.
“I just wanted to talk with him about yesterday”, answered Ueda before he went out of the room and closed the door. Ryo wasn’t there. Not there.
He pulled out his mobile phone and looked at it. No missed calls. No new messages. Of course. Why should Ryo write him a message!? He wouldn’t even think of it. Ueda was confused. He should be happy, he had one day without Ryo. That was really rare. But he couldn’t enjoy it at all. He felt like he was left behind. He didn’t know what was up with Ryo. But it seemed like he had to wait until Koyama went to Johnny-san. There was no other way. For some reason he felt disappointed. He took a deep breath and sighed before he walked on to the KAT-TUN bandroom.
And it was one of the longest days he ever had.
I hate it when you’re not around,
And the fact you didn’t call.
****
Ueda hurried. He ate his sandwich really fast, took his keys from the board and closed the door behind him. He nearly jogged to the jimusho and he didn’t know why but he wanted to be the first in the jimusho this morning. Ryo was always one of the first ones. Well, Ueda would be the first one this morning! Then he would’ve time to talk things over with Ryo. Ueda walked into the jimusho, took the steps fast and walked into the NEWS bandroom. Ryo will wait here, if he arrives early. Ueda sat down on a sofa, waiting for Ryo. He closed his eyes and thought of the words he was going to say.
A loud ‘Bang!’ woke Ueda up. He sat straight on the sofa, trying to figure out which sound it was. He opened his eyes and saw Ryo standing in front of him. Ueda frightened and looked up to him.
“What - are - you - doing - here ?”, asked Ryo slowly but decided
“I .. ano ~ I wanted .. to talk with you abo ..”
“There’s nothing we can talk about”, said Ryo in a rough tone.
“But I want to talk the things over!”, answered Ueda, standing up, looking in the eyes of Ryo.
“By the way, where were you yesterday?”
“Eh? I don’t know why it concerns you!” Ryo nearly shouted.
“Well, I’m working with you, I could know it, right?” Ueda was getting slowly angry. He shouted back. He didn’t want to give in.
“Why do you yell at me!? You don’t have a reason! Apologize! Now!”
“I won’t!”
“Apologize!”
“No, I won’t!!” They were already screaming on the top of their voices.
“APOLOGIZE!”
Ryo took Ueda’s wrist and pressed him against the wall.
“Do it now or other ..”
“Or other? What? Shall I be scared!?” Actually, Ueda was scared but he couldn’t tell it now. Not now. He was probably winning.
Ryo just stared at him.
“Let go, Nishikido-kun. Let go of my wrist”, advised Ueda him in a calm voice. He tried hard to control himself.
“I won’t”, answered Ryo with an evil grin.
“Nishikido-kun, what do you want to do? I won’t apologize. Never. I never intended to!”
“You did. You came here to say sorry, right?”
‘I hate the way you read my mind ..’
“No, I wasn’t here because of that!”
“Don’t lie!"
‘I hate it when you lie ..'
“I’m not lying, okay!?”
“Don’t decline it”, said Ryo. “It’s obviously! I can tell from your eyes!”
He had his hands pressed against the well, his face wasn’t far away from Ueda’s. He still hold Ueda’s wrist in his left hand.
“I hate you, Ryo!”
Ryo had a serious look on his face and still stared into Ueda’s eyes.
“I HATE YOU, NISHIKI ..”
Ryo shut Ueda’s lips with a kiss. He just leaned down and touched Ueda’s lips with his own.
It seemed like their kiss would never end. Ryo let go of Ueda’s hand and he put them immediately at Ryo’s waist to have a hold.
“Feels good?”, smiled Ryo at Ueda after he broke the kiss.
“Not sure .. let me taste again ..”
He pulled him into another kiss. It felt so good. It felt so right. He never wanted to let go of him now. And while he was holding on to Ryo, some thoughts rushed through his head.
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,
Not even close,
Not even a little bit,
Not even at all.
*****
Later, Ueda decided to write down all his thoughts he had while communicating with Ryo. He made it as his birthday present.
Dear Ryo!
I hate the way you talk to me,
And they you cut your hair.
I hate the way your drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much that it makes me sick,
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you’re always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you’re not around,
And the fact that you didn’t call.
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,
Not even close,
Not even a little bit,
Not even at all.
I love you
*****
Yay, I hate LJ, like seriously >__<
I could have put it in one cut, though -.-
Well, thanks for reading xD
I hope you liked it!
I still don't like the ending but Nicole said it's okay xD
[blame her xDD]
I liked this story but I'm not sure if I can write RyoDa again xD
Next is RyoTego again ♥
Comments are appreciated :D
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nishikido ryo,
ueda tatsuya,
one shot,
10 things i hate about you,
ryoda