I've been trying to be a "strong person" for ages, but whatever, screw it, I'm just going to be vulnerable for right now. I'm FREAKING OUT about next year. Honestly. I'm practically throwing up in my mouth right now, I'm so stressed. UGH!

Beyond the academic part of it all, I'm really freaked out about the social part. I can't afford to have much ( Read more... )

I don't know why, but I feel like crying.

I'm still overwhelmed, even now that school is out. I have so much to do and I'm only motivated to do it when I'm not at the right house.

I've become a different person and I can't explain it to myself. I don't want to look to other people for answers but I just can't get any perspective. I'm like a fucking ( Read more... )