so I havent written in a while. but I felt the need to. Im moving in with phil, he bought a house. But we've been having some...problems. We've been...snippy with eachother. When one of us is happy, one of us is sad, and we cant get over it. Like today he gave me attitude. He called me to tell me he was going to a baseball game with his friend " ( Read more... )

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so. i was driving home from best buy.
I was behind this truck, and I looked at the license plate.
I thought to myself "wow, that license plate looks like how ohio makes plates"
then I thought, "wow, it IS an ohio plate!"
then I remembered, "Oh, Im in ohio. oops."

so, im pissed off. And I dont know why. I have an inkling, but sheesh. Last night, phil wanted me to call at 12. so I did, and he was like having conversations with people in the background, and I kept having to ask, are you talking to me? and it was pissing me off. So then I asked him if he just wanted to call me at 12 his time. so he did, and DID ( Read more... )

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yes, i miss him tons. and his mom has said that he and i will be married by next christmas. yowza.
so, cant wait to get back to arizona and have mad animal sex with the man i love.
by mad animal sex i mean lots of rowdy sex, not sex of crazy animals.
just thought i'd clear that up.
check ya

we're hoping he got into the paramedic class. there isnt another one till next december. we'll see.
i leave for home sunday. im really going to miss phil. really.

why am I so jealous all the time? it's getting annoying. Today I went to lunch with Phil and his realtor/friend Josh. we were chatting and such, and then we were talking about italy. phil traveled there to visit his last girlfriend ( Read more... )

so....we're going to get married. He's going to propose when he graduates from paramedic school.
god. I cant believe this is happening.
sigh.
im in love and the world is fine.

he loves me.
and still, no sex.
Is this for real?
I had no idea it could be like this.
i'm swept away.