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why am I so jealous all the time? it's getting annoying. Today I went to lunch with Phil and his realtor/friend Josh. we were chatting and such, and then we were talking about italy. phil traveled there to visit his last girlfriend...
so then Josh brings up something about how phil likes Itallian wells. I was like...uh, what? Phil has this look on his face like "uh oh.."
so naturally, ignoring the voices in my head telling me to just drop it, I ask "wells? what?"
and Josh tells me that Phil had sex in a well while he was in itally. ok. I got all cold all over, and i KNOW phil saw my eyes go into death mode.
Why do I do that?
It's in the past!
The boy told me he's going to propose!
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!
grr.
and I was pissed for a good 30min after I said bye to them. why? why do i find this to be a problem? OBVIOUSLY he had sex in the past. We've talked about it. But GOD it makes me jealous to hear it.
i wish I knew what my problem was.
arg.
so then Josh brings up something about how phil likes Itallian wells. I was like...uh, what? Phil has this look on his face like "uh oh.."
so naturally, ignoring the voices in my head telling me to just drop it, I ask "wells? what?"
and Josh tells me that Phil had sex in a well while he was in itally. ok. I got all cold all over, and i KNOW phil saw my eyes go into death mode.
Why do I do that?
It's in the past!
The boy told me he's going to propose!
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!
grr.
and I was pissed for a good 30min after I said bye to them. why? why do i find this to be a problem? OBVIOUSLY he had sex in the past. We've talked about it. But GOD it makes me jealous to hear it.
i wish I knew what my problem was.
arg.