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It's time to stop all this bullshit.
I know what's wrong with me.
Senior year in HS, my Senior quote in the yearbook was "'The moment you let someone else control your life is the moment your life ends.' -Phil the Bus Driver." At the time the quote meant nothing to me, I just thought it'd be funny to use philosophical advice from a bus driver.
For years I haven't been living for me. I started living for others, letting them control my life. Then the pendulum swung.. but instead of liberating myself and taking control of my life and making intelligent decisions based on my own needs and desires, I just stopped living. I have no internal desires for my life anymore, but since in my liberal, idealistic subconscious I refuse to be controlled by others, I'm just here. I'm just here. I'm just fucking here.
I know what's wrong with me.
Senior year in HS, my Senior quote in the yearbook was "'The moment you let someone else control your life is the moment your life ends.' -Phil the Bus Driver." At the time the quote meant nothing to me, I just thought it'd be funny to use philosophical advice from a bus driver.
For years I haven't been living for me. I started living for others, letting them control my life. Then the pendulum swung.. but instead of liberating myself and taking control of my life and making intelligent decisions based on my own needs and desires, I just stopped living. I have no internal desires for my life anymore, but since in my liberal, idealistic subconscious I refuse to be controlled by others, I'm just here. I'm just here. I'm just fucking here.