"Once again it's proven, I'll never have a guy care for me... "
Yeah, it was a pretty good day, until now.. happy birthday to david by the way.. even though I've already told him and he'll never see this.. it's the thought right?
Well.. I think me and Emily are over the I hate you because of Stephen thing.. which is good considering he's been out of my life for like.. a while now.. lol..
but yeah.. like I said.. it's proven once more that I will never have a guy care for me.. so why do I even try.. I mean really.. my confidence was actually at a some what normal level.. too bad only good things last for less than 2 seconds for me.. so I'm back to this level.. what level is that you might ask... feeling like shit and looking like shit level.. the looking like shit isn't new.. but feeling is.. so ya know.. whatever.. I just hate it so much because I actually cared for him and thought he felt the same way.. but I guess he goes for the fakeness.. but ya know.. whatever floats his boat is just fine with me.. oh well.. i'm used to getting screwed over for the prettier girls, but ya know.. idc.. that's how life will always be. welp.. this is short.. because I'm crying and I can't see what I'm doing.. so much love to you all!
Much Love-
-Jamie_Gale-
Well.. I think me and Emily are over the I hate you because of Stephen thing.. which is good considering he's been out of my life for like.. a while now.. lol..
but yeah.. like I said.. it's proven once more that I will never have a guy care for me.. so why do I even try.. I mean really.. my confidence was actually at a some what normal level.. too bad only good things last for less than 2 seconds for me.. so I'm back to this level.. what level is that you might ask... feeling like shit and looking like shit level.. the looking like shit isn't new.. but feeling is.. so ya know.. whatever.. I just hate it so much because I actually cared for him and thought he felt the same way.. but I guess he goes for the fakeness.. but ya know.. whatever floats his boat is just fine with me.. oh well.. i'm used to getting screwed over for the prettier girls, but ya know.. idc.. that's how life will always be. welp.. this is short.. because I'm crying and I can't see what I'm doing.. so much love to you all!
Much Love-
-Jamie_Gale-