Hmm... Pumped UP!!
Well.. I was going to write last night, but I got distracted and forgot.. lol.. sorry guys.. not that you live to read my journal.. lol.. but ya know..
well.. I totally felt like an ass first period when I was talking to him, because I was cussing him on Sunday at Bri's house.. and then I get to school and I had no reason to.. gosh I feel like such a bitch.. oh well.. but when he actually came over and talked to me it made my day, because well I don't know why, but it just did. I was happy though, because I know that what we had wasn't just me, ya know? I don't know what's going to happen, but hopefully something happens when things get better for me. But school is freakin boring these days because we are doing nothing but freakin watching movies and doing retarded stuff like that.. so tomorrow is the Scottsburg game.. EVERYONE needs to be there!! it's going to be awesome!! I mean AWESOME! we can win tomorrow.. I really think we can... Good luck girls and good luck to the guys tonight.. they have their season opener tonight.. crothersville.. they are going to woop some ace!! heck yes! :) Well I've had a pretty good day for the past couple days.. what's going to end it? gosh.. I hate that I think like that, but it's the truth! oh well.. I have a couple poems for you guys.. one of them I wrote, but one of them my friend let me read it and I loved it and thought I would share... how nice of me right? lol..
"Missing You"
I just gave up,
And let you go,
if it was right,
I do not know.
I miss you now,
And crave you at night,
I try to forget you,
With all my might.
I'm haunted by,
Thoughts of you,
The sweetest memories,
Keep pushing through.
I've tried so hard,
To love again,
But I think of you,
My lover and friend.
These lonely arms,
Yearn for you,
So often I wonder,
If you miss me too.
By your side,
Is where I belong,
I'm beginning to think,
My decision was wrong.
Here I am searching,
For some sort of sign,
Something to prove,
That your heart is mine.
Never did I imagine,
I'd miss you like this,
But it's your lips,
I long to kiss.
I remember the times,
You'd pull me close,
And hole me like,
A delicate rose.
I beg of you,
Please replace,
Within my life,
Your warm embrace.
This one is mine.. "Relive"
To relive that night,
I'd do anything to,
Everything was so right,
When I got kisses and hugs from you.
My heart is in pain,
I want to be with you,
This relationship isn't going away,
I want to be able to say, "I love you too."
I know your feelings are near,
I know you do care,
Losing you, is a huge fear,
I just want to be with you there.
I want to go back to that night,
When we held each other,
Everything was all right,
Because we were together.
To relive that night,
I'd do anything to,
Those feelings were so right,
And I've fallen for you!
well.. now you guys can make fun of me.. lol.. Bri, if you read this.. I changed it to make if 'flow' better.. lol... but anyway.. hopefully you guys like it, but if you don't.. I know it's corny.. but I hadn't wrote a poem since like 8th grade when I was suicidal... lol.. well, that's nothing to laugh about, but I can laugh about it... :) well.. just know that if any of you are like that.. you can talk to me.. because I understand what you are going through, because I've been there.. so.. just call me... any time if you don't have my number.. I'm in the phone book! lol..
Well.. I'm out guys.. have a good day! :)
Much Love-
-Jamie_Gale-
well.. I totally felt like an ass first period when I was talking to him, because I was cussing him on Sunday at Bri's house.. and then I get to school and I had no reason to.. gosh I feel like such a bitch.. oh well.. but when he actually came over and talked to me it made my day, because well I don't know why, but it just did. I was happy though, because I know that what we had wasn't just me, ya know? I don't know what's going to happen, but hopefully something happens when things get better for me. But school is freakin boring these days because we are doing nothing but freakin watching movies and doing retarded stuff like that.. so tomorrow is the Scottsburg game.. EVERYONE needs to be there!! it's going to be awesome!! I mean AWESOME! we can win tomorrow.. I really think we can... Good luck girls and good luck to the guys tonight.. they have their season opener tonight.. crothersville.. they are going to woop some ace!! heck yes! :) Well I've had a pretty good day for the past couple days.. what's going to end it? gosh.. I hate that I think like that, but it's the truth! oh well.. I have a couple poems for you guys.. one of them I wrote, but one of them my friend let me read it and I loved it and thought I would share... how nice of me right? lol..
"Missing You"
I just gave up,
And let you go,
if it was right,
I do not know.
I miss you now,
And crave you at night,
I try to forget you,
With all my might.
I'm haunted by,
Thoughts of you,
The sweetest memories,
Keep pushing through.
I've tried so hard,
To love again,
But I think of you,
My lover and friend.
These lonely arms,
Yearn for you,
So often I wonder,
If you miss me too.
By your side,
Is where I belong,
I'm beginning to think,
My decision was wrong.
Here I am searching,
For some sort of sign,
Something to prove,
That your heart is mine.
Never did I imagine,
I'd miss you like this,
But it's your lips,
I long to kiss.
I remember the times,
You'd pull me close,
And hole me like,
A delicate rose.
I beg of you,
Please replace,
Within my life,
Your warm embrace.
This one is mine.. "Relive"
To relive that night,
I'd do anything to,
Everything was so right,
When I got kisses and hugs from you.
My heart is in pain,
I want to be with you,
This relationship isn't going away,
I want to be able to say, "I love you too."
I know your feelings are near,
I know you do care,
Losing you, is a huge fear,
I just want to be with you there.
I want to go back to that night,
When we held each other,
Everything was all right,
Because we were together.
To relive that night,
I'd do anything to,
Those feelings were so right,
And I've fallen for you!
well.. now you guys can make fun of me.. lol.. Bri, if you read this.. I changed it to make if 'flow' better.. lol... but anyway.. hopefully you guys like it, but if you don't.. I know it's corny.. but I hadn't wrote a poem since like 8th grade when I was suicidal... lol.. well, that's nothing to laugh about, but I can laugh about it... :) well.. just know that if any of you are like that.. you can talk to me.. because I understand what you are going through, because I've been there.. so.. just call me... any time if you don't have my number.. I'm in the phone book! lol..
Well.. I'm out guys.. have a good day! :)
Much Love-
-Jamie_Gale-