Nov 17, 2005 22:04
today.. well.. in a nutshell.. beause I'll click on something and make my words disappear like I just did..
I got to school and felt fat because of people in show choir.. but whatever..
I think he hates me.. talk to him.. ok I will.. (she did, he doesn't hate me, but I still think he does)
but I got to talk with my girls in geometry... good times in there..
Listened to my jam in french..
saw him in the library during english.. :( *tear*
lunch is always fun *go finger fuck your self!* *GD IT!, sorry Jamie!* lmao.. those girls crack me up!
History felt like crap, and someone actually noticed.. woah.. first
Health, found out what he said.. but then I was thinking about lots of stuff and started to cry.. very bad end of the day you could say..
chemistry was good.. I actually knew what was going on... for once..
after school someone said i looked cute in my hat :) aww.. gotta love him:) that's hott! haha sam!!
came home and was in a weird mood.. when I say I want something, why must he question if I really want it? I don't understand him one bit.. whatever dad.. I don't want shit from you!
so now I'm here.. writing this.. and I'm in a pissy mood.. don't know why.. but my song is on now:) "Then I saw you last night, you held my hand so tight as you stopped to say hello..... you couldn't tell that I had been crying over you!"
Brooklyn, I've made the decision.. "Unlove Me" is our anthem! :) love it, love it, love it! Did you see what this entry is titled? it's so true about T! I read it in an e-mail... I was like wow! SOO TRUE~ gosh, I love that boy! lol... total hottie today.. red looks good on him.. haha..
well.. I think I'm going to go.. I missed a girls game for the first time since 7th grade! depressing.. very depressing.. I leave you with the lyrics to our anthem brooklyn! I love you B!
"UnLove Me" Julie Roberts... if ANYONE tries to steal our song.. I'll hafta busta cap!
Unloose this hold you've got on me
Unlock this heart that can't get free
UNLIVE THE NIGHT YOU KISSED AND HUGGED ME < my part in the song :(>
Undream the dreams that we both shared
Unfeel the feelin' that you cared
Before you leave me, please unlove me
Unlove me
Unmake all the memories I can't forget
Unlove me
Let me go back to the way I was before we met
Back to the days when I was strong
When it wasn't sad to be alone
When I was happy-go-lucky
And I didn't know how good it felt
To hold you and feel my heart melt
Show a little mercy and unlove me
Unlove me
Untie all the strings between you heart and mine
Unlove me
But do it real slow, so I don't have to lose you all at one time
Before you pack your bags and leave
One thing I wish you'd do for me
Take a little time to just unlove me
Unlove me
Unmake all the memories I can't forget
Unlove me
Let me go back to the way I was before we met
Unlose this hold you've got on me
Unlock this heart that can't get free
Before you leave me, please unlove me
Show a little mercy and unlove me
That's all.. I hope you thoroughly enjoyed it.. I know I didn't.. oh yeah btw, to all of you eighth graders who read my journal.. me and james... no.. didn't happen.. so you can tell carley to get over it that me and james are just friends... because i know she just 'loves' him.. yeah.. anyway..
Much Love-
-Jamie_Gale-
The red stroke tender and strong, burning the night like the dawn!