Why do I have such a screwed up family?

[cheer_baby_girl]

Well.. today was a tear-filled day.. :( bummer.. When my aunt brought my little cousins over for my mom to watch.. she was talking about how her sister was being dumb and selfish and all this crap and she is suppose to be this big time christian or whatever.. well... all I have to say is, my family is retarded and they can't ever get along.. And then I was holding Christi and she's so little, like Alexis and it really got me missing her, chad, and marie... and I had tears come to my eyes and I had to put her down and go in the other room.. I just don't understand it all.. why can't people just be happy with their decisions and stop worrying about everyone else and their problems? I don't get it.. just get over it already.. I know everyone else has..

Well.. he looked very hott today.. purple works for him :) lol.. I got a few compliments today.. it made my day :) people are so nice :) lol.. after school was fun.. clayton, april, and derek... gosh I love them all.. lol.. me and April almost didn't listen to our song.. but we did.. but we didn't dance.. we had other things to worry about.. lol.. :) I hope you aren't in trouble ape! I love you man! well.. I got home and ate and then laid on the couch and went to sleep...

I've been listening to my cd all day... every time I listen to a song.. I hear something I didn't hear before.. these songs are really awesome.. I love them... :) but I love him.. I saw a preview of the special that is going to be on ABC and I swear that it's the concert that I went to.. but I'm not 100% sure, but I'm almost there.. like 98.. lol.. because when I saw it.. I just had that feeling and I remembered him doing that song and the moves he did.. lol.. listent to me.. I'm obsessed I'm tellin ya.. she's gonna marry that boy some day!! hah.. that's me :)

welp, there you are.. another day in the life of moi..

Much Love-
-Jamie_Gale-