Happy Birthday to Me?
I think I've decided to start counting backwards. That would make me 28 today. It's my story and I'm sticking to it. I'm also refusing to turn 30, under any circumstances. Jerry can get old. I intend to stay young forever. BWAHAHAHAHA
Spent most of the day today on the waves. Surfing is the closest to Zen I'll ever get. Nothing but you and the waves and a board, it really clears your head and puts you in a place where you can like, really think about things. I'm not crazy about thinking things through. It's usually more fun to just do it and not think too hard. Hell, this whole Bachelor thing happened because I didn't really think too hard about it. If I'd actually been, you know thinking, I'd have realized that it's not all fun and games and that there were real people and feelings involved. And not just the crazy girls on the show either.
So anyway, spent the day surfing and thinking and now I'm hanging out with a beer while I wait to find out what exactly my brother has planned for tonight's festivities. I was sort of hoping for a phone call. But the time zones may be off. Or he might just be busy. Or maybe he forgot. The last option is that he doesn't care, but I'm avoiding that one. Denial runs in the family, you know?
I should probably hit the shower now, before Jer drags me out on the town. Unless of course he forgot too, in which case I'm even more pathetic than the producers have been making me look lately.
Spent most of the day today on the waves. Surfing is the closest to Zen I'll ever get. Nothing but you and the waves and a board, it really clears your head and puts you in a place where you can like, really think about things. I'm not crazy about thinking things through. It's usually more fun to just do it and not think too hard. Hell, this whole Bachelor thing happened because I didn't really think too hard about it. If I'd actually been, you know thinking, I'd have realized that it's not all fun and games and that there were real people and feelings involved. And not just the crazy girls on the show either.
So anyway, spent the day surfing and thinking and now I'm hanging out with a beer while I wait to find out what exactly my brother has planned for tonight's festivities. I was sort of hoping for a phone call. But the time zones may be off. Or he might just be busy. Or maybe he forgot. The last option is that he doesn't care, but I'm avoiding that one. Denial runs in the family, you know?
I should probably hit the shower now, before Jer drags me out on the town. Unless of course he forgot too, in which case I'm even more pathetic than the producers have been making me look lately.