I don't remember holding her hands, but I'm sure I must have done it as a child. I remembered her fingernails, I always thought they were slender and elegant. Not like my stubby childish fingers, with their wide, angular features. I held her hand this time. Her right hand was just as I had remembered it, except clutched. I opened her fingers to put ( Read more... )

It is a miracle, after being locked out of my account for over a week, when I needed to be able to write here so badly... Somehow one of the MANY lost password reset e-mails I requested in the past days reached my mailbox. After sending in a support ticket with LJ, scouring FAQs on why LJs e-mails might not be received, trying to figure out where ( Read more... )

I closed my eyes for a moment, and it kind of just hit me, that another good person is gone from this Earth. I was saddened to hear of John's passing, he was a good guy, from what I could tell, but the truth is, I didn't get to know him very well. When I met him, he lived in Orlando, and soon after that, I had moved to Gainesville. We would ( Read more... )

RIP, my little mossy. He drowned himself getting stuck behind his filter. :(

That's the thing with amphibians. They are super easy to kill. And you will probably kill them by accident. And you will always be super bummed about it.

My best guess, when I gave them water from my water bottle (spring water) I must have had chapstick residue on there or something. I can't guess what else could have done it. They both died ( Read more... )

Well, if he's alive, fuck him. But if he's dead, why won't anyone give me some fucking answers?! Someone better not be messing with me..

I think I've had enough ridiculous bullshit to last a lifetime.

But wouldn't my life be boring without something to obsess about?

You know what it's like, all your life, to be mistreated by men? To either be made to feel unpretty, or lied to, been uncommunicative, or been disrepsected? You always doubt your self worth, because you've never known any better. You think better can't exist. You finally see that it exists, but with a trade off. The person who fulfills most ( Read more... )

January 24

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Remake of Phil Collins' Against All Odds

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It can all be gone in the blink of an eye... Love each other and don't ever take life for granted... Rest in peace, James.

Story.

I can't believe how expensive my plane ticket was ( Read more... )