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I've never felt so much of a mess in my life. And I'm really trying just to go though it but it's... it's odd. That's the best way to say it. I don't know what more to really say about it ( Read more... ) -
Learn to keep your damn words to yourself.
Yes. Go a head, call me paranoid ( Read more... ) -
Yay.... another update....
Shit Job.... dumped it. I was dumped and I STILL didn't get paid the damn three hours I was suppose to... what the hell ever for that ( Read more... ) -
Link tihs, type that, update that and trun around and wake up at five the next day, YAHOO!!
Okay, so this girl is offering me a place, just gotta get a job and I can already start using the phone number there and the addy ( Read more... ) -
Yeah... starting what? I don't know but i'm slowly getting the hang of it.
Pretty much what the topic says. Feels odd, but at the same time I like the odd thing I belive most call it control. I think my insanity is slowly subsiding back into the back of my head as well... which really is odd... but whatever ( Read more... ) -
HERES THE PITCH..!!
AND GODDAMN IT IF SOMEONE ELSE TALKS TO ME IN ANYTHING BUT FRIENDSHIP I'M GOING TO SCREAM AND GO SHOOT MYSELF IN THE FOOT! Not really but it feels better now that I've gotten that offa my chest. What the fuck is it with men all of a sudden? I mean, hell, is there something on my back that says, "Flirt and try to court me" or something. LEAVE ME THE ( Read more... ) -
Halfassed update, but none the less an update.. Well holy shit.
Firsts things first, I got to talk to my friend Ben in the military. guess he don't call no one else... so I'm flattered by that alittle I suppose.. but.. I still worry about him. *slaps own hand for another journal entry and sighs* At least I know he's alive. I hope he stays that way. I've heard both good and bad over there.. and.. I don't trust ( Read more... ) -
FInally remembered my pass for this... Gods forbid.
I'm finally doing something alittle right. Yeah, it hurts them, but I'm tired of having them just... guilt trip me into this and that ( Read more... ) -
'Tis nothing but....
A continoual stab to the parts of which are well known to some, little to others... but at the same time it's just another bit of me that conects to point a to point b that therefor is a halfway mark to ( Read more... ) -
random nonsense.
I can't seem to get things right... or at least it semes like that with the knife all to used to my heart that I keep plunging down deeper and deeper and deeper with every word. I keep putting myself in this abusive way, and I'm trying finally to drag myself out of it. I don't like the pain, why do I do this to myself? Is this all part of that " ( Read more... )