the pain is too much.

is cruel at times. The world becomes timeless to me. Tick tock is just a sound just repeating itself and never moving forward. I miss the city that never sleeps, my beloved NYC. Well nothing too new had happened...still unemployed, still waiting to hear back from law school...I have been arguing less with the hubby which is great on my part. ( Read more... )

since I've been here. Now my ass is unemployed so I have more time now. Never seems to be enough time and then it's gone. Did spend the month of May in Costa Rica so that was cool.

so bored.

Energy can not be created nor destroyed as per the laws of thermodynamics. In light of this I feel that when you create positive or negative energy via emotions and thought it is released out into the world and thus has it's adverse effects. I've studied how energy and mass affect each other - basic relativity.

After a month since my interview, I found out yesterday that I got the job! I am real happy about this - it brings me closer in taking my next career steps.

I remember my days from when I first fell in love. I would cry and not know why til days later...it was the true self trying to break through all of the ice and pain. I was in the beginning stages of accepting that this is what love is suppose to feel like - not the now illusion of what I had seen growing up. I thank my husband for showing me love ( Read more... )

I decided to take the day off of work. I had vacation/sick day time so why not - today was going to be a slow day anyway. Not only that, I really can't take office politics. It's creates such an aura of pretense. I'm a chemist and really miss working with ALL scientist - they're like artists and unlike the average blind corporate suit. I'm ( Read more... )

Can anyone tell me what happened to the weekend? ...So my neighbor passed away the other day. It was quiet sad. No one knew for about 3 days until we called about the odor. I would have liked to have chatted with him a bit more but he was a bit of the grumpy old man type... perhaps it was the drama he experienced from the vietnam war. When I'm ( Read more... )

Scientifically, the universe is based on spontaneity. When force is exerted, there is an equal and opposite force, i.e. energy. The art of compassion - to create and transcend positive energy in hopes of the equal/the same from that of the opposite/the unlearned one/the public.