ah yes...
I remember my days from when I first fell in love. I would cry and not know why til days later...it was the true self trying to break through all of the ice and pain. I was in the beginning stages of accepting that this is what love is suppose to feel like - not the now illusion of what I had seen growing up. I thank my husband for showing me love - I never thought my life would have this. Every person deserves to feel wanted and respected. From time to time I drfit back into those illusions and it becomes hard to see the reality that I could be loved.