lately my shifts has been very toxic
multtiple resus
myyyyyy gaaahd
deffo winter is here
not seeing the winter numbers
but its there.
so sick of it tho.
am so fed up with hectic/busy shifts
the pressure of finishing things
nowadays not doing much, even the cleaning i learned to ignore.

working non stop this week.
6 days straight duty
onto my 5th shift tonight.
so wanna lay on my bed and stau here
but can't anymore cancel
besides there is a good team tonight
so it isn't bad at all.
but damn ... two more shifts!