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Merry Christmas!!!
despite the COVID situation, we managed.
simple and small noche buena.


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last hurrah before stricter lockdown restrictions over holidays
already Tier 4 - no social gathering for Christmas. though we will push the noche buena just a harmless dinner hahahahha.
stubborn much eh? naaaaaahh... hopefully things will be fine SOON!

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the surge of December is right here
expenses
demands
but feeling the tiredness now
can't keep up anymore.
i am fed up catching up with things I need to do
so wanna change my job, and work less
but can't leave with all these things.
wheew!!

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lately my shifts has been very toxic
multtiple resus
myyyyyy gaaahd
deffo winter is here
not seeing the winter numbers
but its there.
so sick of it tho.
am so fed up with hectic/busy shifts
the pressure of finishing things
nowadays not doing much, even the cleaning i learned to ignore.

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meant to post this on the day or two but got too exhausted and didnt manage
so I moved houses, even it has been my plan all along this one was quite unexpected as the Landlord evicted us due to HMO reasons.
Looking for a house got expedited
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we held hands
short
work related
but thats the closest we have been
we had a resus seizing pt
and it so happens its us there
so i helped and was getting stuff
when he had the keys
and we held fingers
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
daaayuuuuum!!! i feel such a freaking teenager
like sheeeeet hahahahahaha...
oh well eh sees me as a colleague
never had small talks with him
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