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[certaintykills_]

its been a while.

& a lot has happened.
& a lot has not.

im still doing stupid things like pumping diesel into my 95 toyota corrolla.
still saying im on pump 4 when im on pump 2 and messing up an entire gas station.
im making it to school 10 minutes earlier though, which is still 5 minutes late.

i need to get out of here.

i want a new film camera, i want a vacation, inspiration, detatchment &i want this without seeming selfish.

i want independence, life.

& i want to run.

far.