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i miss this thing.
i miss a lot of things.
like old friends, before babies and husbands, before san fran, before drugs and alcohol, before boys, before cancer, before new people
i wish i could go back in time and prevent it all. but i guess, then, this wouldnt be called life.
a huge part of it is me too. i let things get in the way. i let a certain boy consume me and take me away from them all. i just feel so stupid.
heres to my efforts. heres to trying to reconcile and go back to normal, or at least close chapters of my life.
asdfghjkl.
i want a time machine.
i miss a lot of things.
like old friends, before babies and husbands, before san fran, before drugs and alcohol, before boys, before cancer, before new people
i wish i could go back in time and prevent it all. but i guess, then, this wouldnt be called life.
a huge part of it is me too. i let things get in the way. i let a certain boy consume me and take me away from them all. i just feel so stupid.
heres to my efforts. heres to trying to reconcile and go back to normal, or at least close chapters of my life.
asdfghjkl.
i want a time machine.