I dont want to go to sleep ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. I'm in bed... Tired... Posting from my iPod. Something is wrong. I feel... Urges. Urges I havnt felt in a long time. I got my mind to calm... But still. I feel tears begging to come out. As well as other things. I'm not sue what to do about it. I don't feel sad, angry, hurt, I don't feel anything. Confused maybe. But what about?is ( Read more... )

He stuck his stick in and stirred up my thoughts. Made me questions things. Im not sure why. What does it matter to him? Does it? Is there something to be learned? I dont want to go and think 'What if?'... I cant. Ive been struggling with my thoughts enough the past few weeks ( Read more... )