Feeling better… but very wary
I feel okay. But I'm very nervious. I haven't touched coffee yet. Had my first meal today... We'll see where this goes. Or what it turns into. I have a LOT of work to do this week, and a lot of complaints I'm sure to suffer through... so I don't have time for this shit.
My neck is stiff, my calves feel like they are going to cramp again.. though I've been chugging lots of fluid. I went down 6 pounds so I'm now below my 'you've got to not gain any more weight than this or else" level, but again, not the way I ever want to lose weight.
Last night I had a plethera of dreams... from dumping the truck and having it sink into the hole, which then went to a landslide in the cemetery.... to smashing my phone out of frustration (which is a re-accuring daydream to be honest). But the most terrifying dream I had was just the most vivid thing, Something or someone struck me in the stomach with I don't know what, but it crushed my insides an I knew instantly I was dying. It was really quite terrifying for a moment... then it passed. Oy! Stress much? Just a bit.