This Too Shall Pass
What is wrong with me? People keep coming over to me and bugging me while I’m trying to work. I’ve already failed another quiz today, and I’m falling behind again. I was sitting in class last hour trying to study and no one around me would shut up…everyone turning around to talk to me, not leaving me alone, and I couldn’t hear in a class that I’m desperately trying to pass-I got pissed and walked out, came here, fuck them. Ross is taking off again for the weekend, and already I miss him terribly. I want to play guitar with the old crew - Ceege, and Pickle on drums and maybe Lumpy on bass, with everyone there, Jamie, Andelle, Jesse, Ross, Jez, Charlie, everyone watching, laughing, having a good time, with cherry coke…and Jesse, lately has been even more heartless than usual, which I cant do anything about, cuz it’s him, but damn, why does he have to be so mean? Jesse, do me a favor, cuz I know I cant change you, but if you’re not going to say anything nice to me, please just don’t bother to comment cuz you make me feel worse, k? I love you a lot, buddy, so I don’t understand what I’ve done wrong to make you be so damn cold to me. I consider you a friend, buddy, what's wrong? I love you everyone, and everything will get better, I promise. Until then, we all have to just be, just to ride things out as they come. This too shall pass.