Overthinking Toto's "Africa" in Kansas
Been forever since I even thought about updating this monster, I can only imagine how little anyone missed it.
As of late, I have been feeling like I have changed, or I am in the process of doing so. If I was to pinpoint the exact moment, I would have to say it was when I found out Kayla had Chloe. I realize that this has no immediate impact on my life, due to it not being my child, but I often take a lot from the experiences of my peers. I consider Scott and Kayla to be really good friends of mine, and it was surreal in my mind that two of my friends were having a child. It still seemed fake until today, when I met the youngster. I felt like I needed to grow up the instant I found out they were officially parents...I am not sure why. I am a late bloomer in some aspects of life, and I never felt responsibility was one of them until rather recently. I am trying to finish tasks that were previously left incomplete, and truly begin my adult life before I am thirty-five years old, and it's too late to fix everything. I feel more mature at the moment, but I am curious if anyone agrees.
wanted to just get that all out...hah
Have had a few good days in a row, started dating Brittany Gucwa again(does it bother anyone else that I refer to people by their full name in here whenever I start dating them?) We went to prom, and have been pretty much attached at the hip since. Prom was amazing, one of the best times I ever had related to school.Went to Old Orchard beach a week ago(May 14th)
Eh, I need to sleep I suppose
"You look tired, you should get some sleep"
"sleep is for fat people"
"I'm just saying you look tired"
"Yeah, and I'm just saying you're fat"
As of late, I have been feeling like I have changed, or I am in the process of doing so. If I was to pinpoint the exact moment, I would have to say it was when I found out Kayla had Chloe. I realize that this has no immediate impact on my life, due to it not being my child, but I often take a lot from the experiences of my peers. I consider Scott and Kayla to be really good friends of mine, and it was surreal in my mind that two of my friends were having a child. It still seemed fake until today, when I met the youngster. I felt like I needed to grow up the instant I found out they were officially parents...I am not sure why. I am a late bloomer in some aspects of life, and I never felt responsibility was one of them until rather recently. I am trying to finish tasks that were previously left incomplete, and truly begin my adult life before I am thirty-five years old, and it's too late to fix everything. I feel more mature at the moment, but I am curious if anyone agrees.
wanted to just get that all out...hah
Have had a few good days in a row, started dating Brittany Gucwa again(does it bother anyone else that I refer to people by their full name in here whenever I start dating them?) We went to prom, and have been pretty much attached at the hip since. Prom was amazing, one of the best times I ever had related to school.Went to Old Orchard beach a week ago(May 14th)
Eh, I need to sleep I suppose
"You look tired, you should get some sleep"
"sleep is for fat people"
"I'm just saying you look tired"
"Yeah, and I'm just saying you're fat"