Jul 30, 2008 00:51
"The world was on fire and no one could save me like you"
The lyrics is wrong on purpose, just in case anyone cared
single again, I don't feel like writing what happened, because it's a long, twisty tale, but I do have regrets about the way it went down, mostly with the way I was at dinner. I don't feel it's fair to write everything that was said in the car, I think I am adult enough now to refrain from telling like a school yard bitch.
That is something that has been bothering me lately, how much of an adult am I really? I honestly don't know how to judge myself.
I have been in a deep depression as of late, which is causing harsh thoughts about myself, but I think I have broken through it, and might come out the other side feeling like a better person.
No longer going to Manchester, I feel alright about that. I don't think I've finished my business here yet, and I will stay until I feel I have.
As it pertains to being single, I am really going to soak up the time I get to be totally independent, and that is not a dig at Brittany, but sort of an important piece of what is needed for me to grow and mature further.
That was a pretty bland entry for me....crap, I am getting old.