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The Bar Exam results are out. And at 31.39% passing percentage, it is considered as one of the highest rate of passers in the country. I had been aware of it ‘cause I heard it over the radio today and I kind of dismissed it. But earlier, when I actually saw that the exam results are out, I was about to cry (Actually I’m still not over the emotion right now and I really want to cry hahaha).
Is it envy? Or pity for myself? I don’t really know. Maybe a mixture of both? Lol. Envy because 1000+ people now have something I want and pity because I am in no way near to achieving that right now. It’s
When the CPA Board exam results come out, I have a feeling of envy too, but it’s not as overwhelming as this, it’s more like: “oh, this and this passed. Shit, I freakin have to pass!” but when I saw this years bar exam results, it’s more like: “waaaa, the results are out!!! They passed!!! *even though I don’t have a friend/classmate who took the exam this year*. Weird and funny really…
And because of all of this, I said to myself earlier: “You don’t belong in this (accounting) world.”. Sad really… But I can’t back down now can I? Although I can just forget my 5 year tertiary education and proceed to law school, my pride just won’t have it. Not when I know that there are people who are surprised at my decision to take up accounting (my mom and myself included) and if I give up now, then they will just say things. I don’t care really, or if I do it will only be a trivial thing since I don’t give a damn on what they might say about me but still it would irritate the hell out of me… Lolz, Pride is really a huge pain in the backside hahahahaha.
Niweiz, I’m thinking that next year I should be able to get myself into law school…