I suddenly just got slapped by reality. Between the wedding, graduation and other recent events I had an epiphany that made me sick to my stomach. because I know now that who I am and who I am becoming is exactally who I want to be. but the person I want to be is not the kind of person who will start out adulthood with happiness. But I relieze now ( Read more... )

So yeah wedding music= stress. plus people not taking it seriosly=more stress. plus my arm being burnt=more stress.

My cvat tried to rip my face off, I have 14 punture wounds on my head, some are really deep. Fucking cat.

I am sooo..angered. like some people that I know can pull it off I dont have a problem with them missing a few practices.(esme ( Read more... )

Anyone that doesnt need10 tickets to graduation needs to let me know!

I just want to die. I dont want to deal with all of this. I have my aunts wedding which is going to be fucked because I have a whole bunch of music gor people to lean in less than a month that I cant give them. the music I do have is still being worked on, it takes fucking hours ( Read more... )