First We will start with some good news: I have two interviews this week tomorrow and thursday, Lowes and Bridges Pets. There are Quite a few trailers in the park that will be going cheep sometime in the next few months which means I'll be able to have my own plave, then all I will need is a roomate or two...and Im sure I could find one since it ( Read more... )

*I miss trevor, or I did yesterday, but today not so much, I have my matt and he more than I could ever ask for...
*my biological clock has now become a threatening time bomb, I want to blow up and go away...
*I wish I was going to college like everyone else because It feels strange not to be going and learning stuff come september. I rather like ( Read more... )

replaced, loved, akward, aloof, compassionate, alone, misplaced, green, sticky, warm, soft, spiritual, lost, unmoving, adult, alive, hungry, insatiable, lonely, freindly, powerful, angry, sad, successful, musical, inept, epiphanish, fun, pink, hyper, cold, married, feline, blue, sparky, unloved, hated, unneeded, unwanted, conemptual, essence, ( Read more... )

I something were to happen___________, I would most likely____________!
you should fill in the blank because I need to be amused and I want to see how close anyone get to the truth.
Other than that life has been a constant frustration.
maybe not constant but its been bad...
I should go to bed....
thing to do tomorrow.
1.) clean ferret cage
2.) call dad
3 ( Read more... )

1. Fuck you

2. Thanks a fucking lot.

it doesnt feel like its real. too young. second guessing and glimpes of whats to be. a mind awoken only to become numb. I am beautiful when full of thought. the darkness and silence of the night awaken me. insense is spiritual. there is a child. it has been been so long but I dont want it. they say once you taste it its makes the desire stronger. a ( Read more... )

ok so randomly on myspace I seached my own name and found this http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=40892&Mytoken=20050705203145 click it and read the decription!!!it is soooooo ( Read more... )