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I'm turning 29 in about a month.
And realizing that I've spent my entire 20s playing it very safe.
Took the boring steady job my parents wanted me to, never took risks, never pursued something adventurous or arduous or uncertain but that could ultimately be more fulfilling.
Sure others had to grind it out as assistants or lowly paid staffers for years before they made it but THEY MADE IT.
I don't even remember what my dreams were/are...
I certainly don't know if I have to stomach to backtrack to try something new and lose the stability I do have.
Starting to freak out.
And realizing that I've spent my entire 20s playing it very safe.
Took the boring steady job my parents wanted me to, never took risks, never pursued something adventurous or arduous or uncertain but that could ultimately be more fulfilling.
Sure others had to grind it out as assistants or lowly paid staffers for years before they made it but THEY MADE IT.
I don't even remember what my dreams were/are...
I certainly don't know if I have to stomach to backtrack to try something new and lose the stability I do have.
Starting to freak out.