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Am I settling? I feel weird even asking that because I do love my fiance. I love him so much, the thought of not being with him and living our lives together hurts. But at the same time...I find myself wondering...am I settling? Could I be and have more? Will I be happy if our lives don't turn out like we want them to? What if he never gets the job of his dreams and always makes less than me? Will I resent him? Will he resent me? Am I playing out my parents' marriage?? At what point...will I tire of compromising, of not spending or having everything I want because we can't afford it (but...technically I can...)? Or is "compromising" just growing up and realizing there is no perfect future and perfect significant other? Am I okay with that?