It's been almost 2 months since my last entry.  A lot of this had to do with my lack of internet as well so much turmoil in my schedule.  I'm happy to report that I hope all this will change.  I have missed the good that journaling does for me.  I now have internet at home and am working to stabilize my schedule as well as work on my time ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here in J.'s apartment watching I Love Lucy...relaxing before I start getting ready for this afternoon's show.  So...here we go:

WORK
I got a promotion at work this month.  I'm now a shift-lead and am back to opening 3 days a week.  I work more hours and make a tad more money.  I think this Barista thing may finally start to work out for ( Read more... )

I'm over at Starschmucks in Hollywood & Highland abusing their overpriced wi-fi action. I'm actually about to leave. I was supposed to have rehearsal with the cover band I sing with, but that just got cancelled so now I'm heading over to J's to hang out for a bit.

Yeah...I;m seeing someone. And he's kinda cool. :) Hell...he's sorta awesome is ( Read more... )

Last night found me finally in the studio tracking vocals.
Thank Jebus.
I was getting really nervous and stressed out over not having been in the studio for so long.  Wondering if my record was ever gonna get finished.  Wondering if the people working on it (not E.) cared enough about it to see it finished.  Wondering if anybody realized how ( Read more... )

I just got home.  I should take my nap...but I just so much inside of me right now.  I guess this is where having a journal comes in handy.  I learned a long time ago how bad it is for me to hold things in.  So...here we are.  A place to write what's inside ( Read more... )

well..isn't that something.

i disappoint my family.
i disappoint my friends.
i disappoint complete strangers.

who knew my personal philosophy would garner such a unanimous degree of opinion.

i don't believe in secrets.
i don't believe in shame.
i am loyal to an unprecedented degree.
and i am always brutally honest.

you know..i wasn't upset before.  i was ( Read more... )

Hooray for not being able to breathe.
Hooray for sitting in urgent care into the wee hours of the morning only to be told there's nothing to be done for my asthma.

Hooray for pissing off my best friend to the point where he doesn't want to talk to me.

Hooray for being put in a ridiculous corner in the first place.

Hooray for yet again being the object ( Read more... )

I'm in day 3 of allergy hell.  Usually the rain is kind to me...but, I don't do well with overly damp environments.

We've had a leak, that was a recently fixed but is now broken again, at my job for a week now.  The air in the early morning when I come in is overly damp and to be around stagnant water has made my allergies go crazy.  I've worked ( Read more... )