Jan 29, 2015 00:55
There's just something about odd numbered years since 2010. They offer a state of bliss, contentment and above all sanity. The nostalgia I'm usually cursed/blessed with seems to have suddenly diminished. It's a sign of something. I try so hard to go back to what I know and remember but I feel nothing. No sadness no tears no laughs no anything. Very odd.
Interview next week. I'm feeling pretty good about it. Definitely qualified for it for sure. My experience for the last several years could finlly pay off. The amount of jobs I applied to within the last month is impressive. I dreaded this time of my life for so long but honestly it's not that bad.
My one complaint. The last two years went by so fast and I feel as if I learned so much but not enough at the same time. Stand point epistemology, intersectionality, feminist research, etc.... I've read so much on them all and yet for the life of me I can't recall any of it. As a feminist undergrad, I feel obligated to continue reading. What else is on my agenda? Meet more queer folk and possibly activism. My friend Matt has inspired to get involved more. I hope to visit him in NY for pride.
Wish me luck