I can be cruel. I don't know why
I'm slowly deteriorating. I had a follow up interview yesterday for a job...not a career. A job. Making 12 an hour. Voom. Voom. Voom. I feel as if I'm 23 again. This is beyond painful and I can't accept this.
I've said this a million times but I would love to see myself 10 years ago making different choices. Even relationship choices. What if I decided to never pursue a relationship? What if I decided to stay sober and have a clear mind? I have advice to anyone who is struggling with a career. START YOUNG. There is a reason why society pushes you to graduate college in 4 years. Don't procrastinate and for the love of your sanity, stay sober.
Speaking on the matter of staying sober, I have no desire to go out and party. Why though? I feel like I need it. I feel trapped. My mind needs to break free. I haven't celebrated my graduation..AT ALL.
I've learned that women and gender studies may have not been the best decision for an undergraduate. It left me with nothing but a pessimistic view of a society that will not change. Also the fact jobs will laugh at me.
Oh and one final note, I just got another rejection letter from a museum job I wanted. Just great.
Now fuck off
I've said this a million times but I would love to see myself 10 years ago making different choices. Even relationship choices. What if I decided to never pursue a relationship? What if I decided to stay sober and have a clear mind? I have advice to anyone who is struggling with a career. START YOUNG. There is a reason why society pushes you to graduate college in 4 years. Don't procrastinate and for the love of your sanity, stay sober.
Speaking on the matter of staying sober, I have no desire to go out and party. Why though? I feel like I need it. I feel trapped. My mind needs to break free. I haven't celebrated my graduation..AT ALL.
I've learned that women and gender studies may have not been the best decision for an undergraduate. It left me with nothing but a pessimistic view of a society that will not change. Also the fact jobs will laugh at me.
Oh and one final note, I just got another rejection letter from a museum job I wanted. Just great.
Now fuck off