People say that I am lucky to have had a boyfriend who has stuck by throughout three and a half years of stress, eating disorders, other forms of self destruction, self hate and depression. It is true. Who would do that? How many men would live with being lied to, wondering if their other half is alive or has she collapsed or taken an overdose? Who ( Read more... )

The day after I told my parents and boyfriend that I had been having suicidal thoughts I was plagued by my own conscience - my own suicide in comparison to the devastatingly unfortunate accidental death of Nodar Kumaritashvili. In short, I felt selfish for even thinking about taking my own life and having to tell those who love me that I was at ( Read more... )

Just a few days ago, I didn't want to be here one more day ( Read more... )

I feel more depressed than I would if you tied me down and forced me to watch High School Musical on repeat. I can count the number of smiles given out from me today on one hand, and the majority of those were fake. Whoever came out with the fact that you use more muscles when you frown than when you smile is an idiot, a) because smiling is ( Read more... )