Mix 1 part of perfectionist, control-freak tendencies and 1 part of utterly unable to make up one's mind. Throw in a dash of trying to please everyone and succeeding in pleasing no one, not even yourself. Churn and worry for 25 years ( Read more... )

C'mon springtime, where are you? I need some sun, warm breezes and flowers to lift my spirits ( Read more... )

I'm getting that same feeling that I often get in the autumn, when the college kiddies are going back to school. It's that feeling of missing the beautiful spring college days around Worcester. Yes, I just used the words "beautiful" and "Worcester" in the same sentence. Deal with it ( Read more... )

• ... I didn't have to always live up to people's expectations of me.
  
• ... sometimes I could swallow my pride and ask for help and understanding.
  
• ... sometimes it was actually okay to give up on something that just makes me miserable.
  
• ... once in a while, it's actually okay to take the easy way out.

Call me selfish, I don't care, but am I really the ( Read more... )

This is one of those weeks where I feel numb and dead, both physically and emotionally. My time at home has pretty much just consisted of me sitting in front of the TV or in front of the computer, I haven't wanted to do much else. Emotionally, there's a part of me that wants to be provoked, angered, or something like that... anything to feel some ( Read more... )

At the risk of sounding incredibly selfish, I sometimes feel like people don't necessarily realize how much I give up for them, and how much I wish it were acknowledged sometimes. At the same time, I think I might not always realize or acknowledge other peoples' sacrifices that affect me.

Things I need to work on:

• Acknowledging others' ( Read more... )

...good news will work its way to all them plans ( Read more... )

My 22nd birthday is way less interesting than my 21st. I guess that's how birthdays are gonna be past the 21st birthday... just another year, getting older. And I have to go to class on my birthday. Eww. *sigh* Off to class I go...

Weather
When the hell did summer decide to appear? It's not like we actually got any sort of spring... I wanted 65-70 degree, breezy, sunny days, but nooooo... it went from 55 degrees and rainy to 85 degrees and humid. Oh well, what else can you expect from New England?

GraduationSo yeah... I NRed EE2022. Not only that, but my asshole professor ( Read more... )

I have no motivation. I haven't done a damned thing all day... no work, no MQP, no getting dressed... nada. You'd think I'd really be a bit more concerned with my status and trying a bit harder to graduate... but I really suck. Not only that... but there's a career fair on Wednesday, so I need to get a resume written, find the time to go to ( Read more... )