The reason I've been dreading work for so long has finally been revealed to me.  I have been working in hellscapes for the past number of years where I am constantly under threat and criticism and defending my choices on a daily basis to those whose level of expertise is beneath mine.  For the first time in a long time I am in a position where I am ( Read more... )

I did not give into the urge to binge eat.

I did not give into the urge to self harm.

Like write some fanfiction, maybe, but I don't feel like doing shit.

I want to kill someone, I want to break things, I want to rage and ramage, but because I can do none of those things I cry instead.