woot for guilt trips
aggghhh i called my father (not dad, i live with my dad) today, ya know just to talk to him. and well i was telling him some of my thoughts for my future, and i was telling him how i want to do an art major and (maybe while i am getting the major) then work at some art galleries. travel a bit working in different types of art galleries and then moving down to fla where all of his family (who i get along with) live and opening my own. and then he gose off about him wanting me to be where he is, in las vegas, (ya know because the art in vegas is so revolutionary, yeah or total kitch of tourist). he stars telling me how his "ex girl friends new boy friend owns the biggest art gallery in vegas" which my guess is a total lie (like almost every thing he sayes) or at least an exaggeration!!! And so i tell him well that would be a good opertunity, (yeah if it were true) and so he is all like well i just wish you were down here with me (so i can sit on my ass all day long and see him all of two hrs a day cuz he works all the frikin time and sleeps the rest of the time) so i tell him that i would love to be with him but right now i really need to be here (ya i would love to run from reality like he dose, that would make me a wonderfull person just like he is) to deal with life, (and get support from people who really care about me and how i turn out, i need to be here where i have friends, las vegas would be one of the worse places for me, i have no friends down there and in fact no one i know at all, because i really dont know my father). so he starts telling me how he really wants me to live with him for just six months out of my long life (and now i think yeah six months out of my life cuz you would give up two days to come up to my high school graduation, oh wait he did not) yeah that really made me angry. and i really want to tell him this stuff, but i am nice even thought he really does not deserve it.
I really do want to get to know him but every time i talk to him he is a compleat ass to me and so each time i talk to him the less i want to get to know him. i just am really glad i have the best firkin step dad in world, and i am soooo happy that he calls me his own.
so yeah talking to him made my already crappy day much worse, thanks robbie really thanks
I really do want to get to know him but every time i talk to him he is a compleat ass to me and so each time i talk to him the less i want to get to know him. i just am really glad i have the best firkin step dad in world, and i am soooo happy that he calls me his own.
so yeah talking to him made my already crappy day much worse, thanks robbie really thanks