CRAPPY DAY
today was going preaty good untill like five min before i had to lever frome work, this guy goes through my line and he looks really familer and i just figure that he was a regular coustomer. well he looks at me and says hey you look familer and i tell him it was probly fome work and t=he thinks for a sec and then he goes hmm were you in a car accident on hw 26 (which is where my car accident was) a few months ago (the morning of agu 14th) and so i tell him that yeah that was me and he starts talking about yeah that was how he thought he knew me and then he goes yeah i was sorry about your friend i almost quit my job after that (he was one of the firefighter perimedic people) so yeah five min left of work and i almost start balling in front of everyone but no i am at work and still have five minuets worth of customers to smile for. yeah so the next five minuets of coures shelly and every one is all like cheerfull and happy go lucky to me and i have to be that way back because i am one the clock. it sucked but hey right there i could of just about proven my self one of the best lil actress ever, but then i have had practice with that, a little to much in the past few months, but not just then my whole life. well yeah that made today a crappy day. not to mention on the ride home with my mother she was all talking about something and somehow the fact that this guy went throught my line comes up and she is all abrassive about everything asking me what he said "oh did he ask you any qoustions" and such, and when i tell her the part about him almost quitting his job after that accident she was all like "oh mabee he was the one working on clinton" "oh mebee i should not of said that" like oh duh really, how much do you think i want to be talking about this in the first place, and then to have you bringing up even more sensitive parts of the subject yeah but all i said was yeah mabee. i hate how i dont tell my mother how i am feeling but she always seems hurt when i tell her she hurt me. so i don't.