May 11, 2007 00:09
Okay.
So, I'm still waiting, I was suppose to know today, May 11, whether or not I got the job that I interviewed for and really want, but they told me that it's going to be longer. Which, mind you, TOTALLY SUCKS! But, they did take the time to let me know that it's going to be longer, which totally says, "We're still considering you and you're still in the running." And that is great, but at the same time, come on people, make a decision! I'm fantastic, you'd totally be lucky to have me on staff! :) (Right?...?) Last week I had this whole confidence thing going for me and ever since she sent me that e-mail last Friday, I've been feeling a little less then spectacular! And, to quote Eleanor Roosevelt, "No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." Love that quote. I have to remind myself about that one quite frequently!
In other news...
My mom's booksigning is next Saturday, and I'm totally going!!! I wouldn't miss it for anything! I'm kind of worried that not a lot of people are going to show up and that she will be broken-hearted, but then, as long as her family is there, I think she will be okay. (Which is code for, ALL YOU BITCHES SHOULD HOOF IT UP TO E-TOWN AND GO!!! hehe.) It's a children's book, and I'm hella proud of her!!!
I"m growing my hair out... exciting life that I'm leading right now, huh? lOl. True, but it's been short for almost 7 years, so it's kind of a huge deal for me. That and I'm ready for a change.
Like BIG changes. HUGE, infact. For instance, the hair thing, I'm trying to work on my good karma, and I'm trying to move away from the Fort. But, I think more than anything, I'm just trying to be me and to love me for... me. (Shocking, I know! lOl.) It's such an easy concept, but for a long time, it's been really hard for me.
So, I'm trying all that and seeing where it is going.
I suppose we shall see...
And I really need to go to the eye doctor, but I'm waiting to see if I get this job because they have some seriously good insurance and I really don't want to have to pay for the exam, contacts, and glasses! HOLY DOLLARS BATMAN! ;) (Although, I've been wearing the glasses lately and I'm thinking about nixin' the contacts and going for some prescription sunglasses... any thoughts?)