waiting.

[carriehook]

So, I've been avoiding posting in this thing as to not curse myself and my potential good karma. and it's hard. but then again, if you can curse your good karma, then i probably already have...

oh well, but know this... i'm waiting on something to see if it happens. and i really, really, really, (okay, really times infinity) want it to happen.

but the problem is that patience has never been a virtue that i have possessed. i am SO my father's daughter... lOl.

please send good vibes to your favorite hooker! ;)

and i'm trying to remind myself... "you should never let the sun set on tomorrow before the sun rises today..."

that and ... " So your standing on a ledge,
It looks like you might fall.
So far down,
Or maybe you were thinking about jumping.
Now you could have it all,
If you learned a little patience!
For though I cannot fly,
I'm not content to crawl!..."

okay, the quotes are from the same song, but it's really kind of speaking to me. and not like that "i'm hearing voices" kind of thing. it's all about the lyrics in songs for me, always has been, always will be.

night.

(why did that change fonts, i didnt do anything?.... odd, i think so!)