Oct 04, 2006 22:18
after 3 years...i'll be expecting (and paying for it) my first cell phone bill.
responsibilities. what is my self worth? after 6 months of learning and putting in work - i'm still being fucked over. in the end it's always about politics. it's who you know and not what you know. favors. seniority. what's raw talent? unrecognized and not appreciated. nothing. back to zero. ground zero. my time will come. now i know why people choose to own their business. reporting to someone is not my cup of tea. society. "we must follow....go to school, do well, get a good job, make money, pay bills, family..." we choose what we want to do w/ our lives. it is what is. it's always good to have mind stimulating conversation w/ intellectual people. it's such a waste of time and energy conversatig w/ shallow people and mindless conversation. i must admit i enjoy jokes though i'm not good at repeating them.
*correction* i'm mastering the art of cooking and cleaning. seriously, it feels like this is like another job. it's funny. can you imagine? i made adobo... it turned out alright. i'm making spinach lasagna tomorrow.
i'm an emotional wreck. i need to contain my self.