its not realistic... maybe next time. nothing is guaranteed in life period.  

summer session in effect. busy with work... trying to put new IGPs together. its hard when your mind is not fully functioning. lots of decisions to make... just w/ life in general.  
i'm leaving on a jet plane.  LA for 2 days and that's it.  LA is not much of a vacation. 
i'm officially on a sober tip. no more alcohol. in detox mode.

Future whip investment.... affordable and stylish. Rollin' in style!

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i've accumulated unknown enemies. not that i don't like them. it's vice versa. what's not to like about me? lol. no kidding. friends are your worst enemies. apparently i did something wrong through a third person that i don't even know. i sure don't have a twin (unless you consider my sister - i hope not) validation. affirmation. i've come into a ( Read more... )

 
Hot  off the silk-screen press.. 
New AB STP shirt. Get 'em while you can!
$10 for AB members. $15 for non AB members.
Limited Edition!!!
                                                                                                               
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i need a new default pic. things are finally picking up. thinking about a new career move or perhaps going back to school. 30k year sounds like a lot of money for law school.  do i really want to keep working for the government? the benefits is real good... but i work w/ a bunch of sour mouth people that moan and groan about their job. it seems as ( Read more... )

i'm getting braces. yey! 4'9", petite, and will look more like a fourteen year old. an eye candy for pedophiles. i'm sure disney land/disney world is what pedophiles would consider "happy land" and even better if there's a "happy ending." another hallmark holiday. i must say it was a good day. a stressful week. got a much needed massage today. lady ( Read more... )

mind over matter. spaced out. happy thoughts happy thoughts. it was good to see everyone this weekend. 5 bithdays. wow, everyone is getting old-er. flakes and fakes - there are many of them out there. understanding my own flaws. understanding other's flaws. patron shots for everyone. i'm a wino. i drink wine every night to fall asleep. i'm going ( Read more... )

i'm losing my hair. stress or shampoo??? white wine is the next best thing to codeine. knocks you out and puts you to sleep. my horoscope says "everyone is not n the same page as I am and be aware of that... be frugal w/ your energy". can a woman's ovaries burst from having too much sexual activities? could the burst of cum (too much pressure) ( Read more... )