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this weekend was a blur. saturday night that is... no recollection but i must say i still managed to make turkey melt for everybody. if you're faced w/ a drinking problem, sign up for alcohol anonymous class.
hot tub saturdays is a must to do on your weekend list. just try not to pee in the tub - gross.
spent quality time w/ valerie. she thought i was still drunk on sunday...mind you i was probably acting real crazy. delirious.
got into an argument w/ mother dearest... no comment. in the end she finally admitted she was wrong. it wasn't a matter of who was right or wrong. acceptance. resposibility, and owning up to your own mistakes. i understand that certain circumtances are fucked up but by no means people should take someone for granted especially if that someone has been there for that person. after 4 years of nursing school and ?$ of dollars later - she ran away and no where to be found. she wasn't the first one. mooch off until you succeed and fuck everyone else - right? now she's disowned by her own family and fucked up everyone's priviledges. i'm not a sucka. i'll be there for someone who truly deserve my help.
money runs shit. as fucked up as it sounds. money changes people. people change for money. luxurious living and rock star lifestyle is far fetch but people dream of it everyday. hence, society is so into media and hollywood gossip. people are envious. people want what they can't have. this whole world is run by media gossip...you can find paris hilton in most magazine. it was such a big deal that she got a dui...yet everything is diluted or ignored.
advice of the day: don't run away from your problems or yet don't relocate. same problems different location. no matter where you go, your unfinished issues will follow.