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today, at the mall, i came to a realization about myself. i am materialistic && vain. && i'm okay with it. not that those are like good things or anything, but i'm done trying to pretend that i'm a different person than i am.
&& also, i fully realized && accepted something that i've probably known for a while. i was in the polo section of lord && taylor looking for a gift for my brother && i realized that i love those clothes && guys who wear those clothes. i've spent probably a good 3 years of my life trying to say that i like skinny, dirty boys who don't wash their long hair scraggly hair && wear girl jeans that are smaller than mine. && i have no idea why. why would i pretend to like guys that are so completely "not my type?" i don't know. i like boys who are big && tall && strong && wear polos && play sports && smell like abercrombie cologne. i am a complete material girl. i am preppy && vain. && i'm 100% okay with that.
&& also, i fully realized && accepted something that i've probably known for a while. i was in the polo section of lord && taylor looking for a gift for my brother && i realized that i love those clothes && guys who wear those clothes. i've spent probably a good 3 years of my life trying to say that i like skinny, dirty boys who don't wash their long hair scraggly hair && wear girl jeans that are smaller than mine. && i have no idea why. why would i pretend to like guys that are so completely "not my type?" i don't know. i like boys who are big && tall && strong && wear polos && play sports && smell like abercrombie cologne. i am a complete material girl. i am preppy && vain. && i'm 100% okay with that.