Confessions of a lack-luster bloke (part 3)
As the weeks passed, she never rejected my advances. However, while I was in ear shot, she would parade about with eagerness & conviction that she "enjoyed her single life". Now, when I started going to her Church, I made a promise to God. I told God that I would attend her prayer meeting for 6 months to give it a try to see if that was the right Church for me [even though it was all in spanish].
Now, while all of this has been happening, she has been telling me that she wants to be my friend & get to know me better. In the mean time, I became friends with her younger brother, R.C. He wanted to use me because I could get a discount @ GameStop & offered himself to be used as "the inside man"; to butter up his sister towards me. I was tempted... very tempted to take him up on this offer, but I knew that would be wrong & told him no.
On November 5th, I couldn't stand it anymore. I was so confused about her that I didn't know what else to do. So, I told her after the prayer meeting that I couldn't be her friend anymore. I couldn't keep putting myself out there for her when she's not sure if she's ready for me or not. That night, she asked me to take her home. So I did. She made me a late lunch & we talked. I explained that it was too painful for me to be her friend because it was hell not being about to be with her when I was close to her. She then implied for me to stick around because she doesn't flirt with other guys or is looking for any other guys. She admited to not being ready for me @ that time, but that didn't mean that that would be the case in the long run. So, I stayed. & I made every attempt to be her friend.
[To be continued....]
Now, while all of this has been happening, she has been telling me that she wants to be my friend & get to know me better. In the mean time, I became friends with her younger brother, R.C. He wanted to use me because I could get a discount @ GameStop & offered himself to be used as "the inside man"; to butter up his sister towards me. I was tempted... very tempted to take him up on this offer, but I knew that would be wrong & told him no.
On November 5th, I couldn't stand it anymore. I was so confused about her that I didn't know what else to do. So, I told her after the prayer meeting that I couldn't be her friend anymore. I couldn't keep putting myself out there for her when she's not sure if she's ready for me or not. That night, she asked me to take her home. So I did. She made me a late lunch & we talked. I explained that it was too painful for me to be her friend because it was hell not being about to be with her when I was close to her. She then implied for me to stick around because she doesn't flirt with other guys or is looking for any other guys. She admited to not being ready for me @ that time, but that didn't mean that that would be the case in the long run. So, I stayed. & I made every attempt to be her friend.
[To be continued....]