I really wanted to update this thing and I have so much to say.... but I'm also a strange combination of lazy and apprehensive about starting to truly vent because of what I might reveal to myself. denial is a wonderful thing sometimes ( Read more... )

I have never been so afraid and unsure of anything in my entire life.

This truly changes everything.

Possibilities all around me.
So many paths.....  confusion, guilt, and fear are these variables that seem to be deterring the future.

These next few months, or even weeks......  choices and actions will determine my ultimate fate, my happiness or my regret.

Holy fuck I should not write thoughts at 5 in the morning. 
and this is probably why I haven't ( Read more... )

Okay so here I am... running on 2 hours of sleep in a class that didn't really have a purpose to begin with. But w/e I'm here now and it's fajita Thursdays which makes me happy in the pants. Ibooks are complicated because MACS CONFUSE THE SHIT OUT OF ME. lol today I had to present one of my photos and the filename was "Me-Crackedout" the prof was ( Read more... )

Okay I haven't updated in the absolute longest time and so much has gone on that I would never be able to catch up, so I'm not going to bother.

HOWEVER, I have found the best reason of life to update because I was just on the OUAC website..............

AND I GOT IN TO GUELPH!!!! I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED!!!! AHHHHHH THEY WERE ACTUALLY IMPRESSED ( Read more... )

AHHHHH I JUST HEARD THE NEW OASIS SONG AND ITS FUCKING AMAZING I CANT WAIT UNTIL MAY 31ST AND THEN JUNE 17TH WHEN WE SEE THEM LIVE!!!! SO EXCITED!!!!

k thats all. :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

stolen from 9jessie19

You must type your answers to the following questions into the Google Image Search and then post one of the pictures that comes up as a result.

1. Your current car?
2. Where you grew up?
3. Where you live now?
4. Your name?
5. Your grandmother's name?
6. Favorite food?
7. Favorite drink?
8. Favorite song?
9. Favorite smell?
10. Favorite pair of ( Read more... )

i really wish my mom would get off of my ass about the declaring my major thing... I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT YET... JESUS CHRIST! It's not like she's even paying for my tuition... I bring in the cheddar.. yes.. i said cheddar. word, bitch.

but yeah that website makes no sense and the deadline is january 12th. screwed.

whats with the weather? the ( Read more... )

i hate that fucking ref

he's an unfair, sarcastic, patronizing, condescending, sexist bastard!!!

ARRRGHHH I HATE REFS!!!!!!

team canada better win or else. lol

Welllllll Happy New Years Eve day everyone! That special time of year that we truly look forward to (Christmas? pshh no thank you)

I hope everyone gets so drunk tonight that it will carry over for school next week : )

Seriously though... be safe, grab a taxi, the ttc is also rather interesting on the blue line with a bunch of other wasted ppl.. i ( Read more... )