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I really wanted to update this thing and I have so much to say.... but I'm also a strange combination of lazy and apprehensive about starting to truly vent because of what I might reveal to myself. denial is a wonderful thing sometimes.
So many things have changed since I last updated in 2007.... how in the hell have I not updated since 2007??
School is done with the exception of that fucking thesis that just refuses to write itself.
I've been working at CTV in Much/MTV Communications for a few months now and it definitely has its ups and downs. I am starting to think I'm not cut out for the 9-5 life though. I also haven't had a day off since starting in January because of the ACC and that I still sign for everything. I'm in a lot of debt thanks to school and of course my drinking problem lol
Ummm Allen and I broke up at the end of January, it's hard to let a year and a half just evaporate like that, and I do have to see him still almost every day which makes things a little tricky. Also because I've made a few bad decisions regarding my love life and I still feel inclined to call him a lot out of guilt.
In his place, a bunch of other boys have come to the limelight, and they need to go away just as fast.
However, I'm really starting to fall for this other guy and he is a combination of confused, busy, and too hard to read. I may or may not have made the mistake of putting myself into a certain category with him so it's my own fault. (evasive for the win!)
another boy who I absolutely adore turns out to be married. figures.
I should really start taking the advice from "he's just not that into you" to heart. btw, I am scarlett johansson's character. and I hate myself for it lol (okok clarification.. I'm not whoring around with the married guy!)
On a more positive note, I continue to meet amazing people everywhere I go. I truly have some of the greatest friends in the world, and my friends are truly my life and why I'm here. I've been really blessed to have genuinely good people around me. =)
So yeah other than that, things are good... can't complain too much.
I really want to go on vacation somewhere. Damn debt again.
So many things have changed since I last updated in 2007.... how in the hell have I not updated since 2007??
School is done with the exception of that fucking thesis that just refuses to write itself.
I've been working at CTV in Much/MTV Communications for a few months now and it definitely has its ups and downs. I am starting to think I'm not cut out for the 9-5 life though. I also haven't had a day off since starting in January because of the ACC and that I still sign for everything. I'm in a lot of debt thanks to school and of course my drinking problem lol
Ummm Allen and I broke up at the end of January, it's hard to let a year and a half just evaporate like that, and I do have to see him still almost every day which makes things a little tricky. Also because I've made a few bad decisions regarding my love life and I still feel inclined to call him a lot out of guilt.
In his place, a bunch of other boys have come to the limelight, and they need to go away just as fast.
However, I'm really starting to fall for this other guy and he is a combination of confused, busy, and too hard to read. I may or may not have made the mistake of putting myself into a certain category with him so it's my own fault. (evasive for the win!)
another boy who I absolutely adore turns out to be married. figures.
I should really start taking the advice from "he's just not that into you" to heart. btw, I am scarlett johansson's character. and I hate myself for it lol (okok clarification.. I'm not whoring around with the married guy!)
On a more positive note, I continue to meet amazing people everywhere I go. I truly have some of the greatest friends in the world, and my friends are truly my life and why I'm here. I've been really blessed to have genuinely good people around me. =)
So yeah other than that, things are good... can't complain too much.
I really want to go on vacation somewhere. Damn debt again.