Day 91 - Tick, tick, tick.
Today seemed to go by in seconds. Before I knew it, it was six o'clock and time to make dinner.
This morning I did some stuff with the kids like meals and brushing and flossing, ect. Then I worked on a tiny bit of homework before lunch. Right after lunch it was time for physical therapy. Geez, where did the time go?
Physical therapy went well. She increased my resistance and difficulty a bit. And it felt good. My knees are a little sore but I feel pretty good. I'm tired - but like a good tired from a good workout.
After physical therapy, I went to the store and got some Easter stuff along with some groceries and much needed food stuffs.
By the time I was finished there and unloaded the car, it was 4:30p. I couldn't believe it. I tried to outline my essay a little bit more but when you know you are going to have to stop soon, and when you are constantly interrupted by a noisy bird and little kids, you have a hard time getting into it.
I always find that I am more distracted by facebook and the long hair forum I belong to. I swear I have ADD - though I think it's more like I have senior-itis.
I feel like I'm done with school - I feel like I don't give a crap any longer. I have a month left and I just want to be done with it all. It sucks so bad. Two of my classes have been just fine. Sure, I don't like women's studies but I don't mind having to do the work because I at least feel like I know what I'm doing. With Anthropology, I have huge issues. All social sciences are a struggle for me. I find their concepts hard for me to wrap my mind around.
With this anthropology class we are learning about the history of language and communications - it really is a linguist class. It's hard for me because I feel like I'm reading gibberish when I'm reading the textbook. I hate when I feel like I'm drowning.
The thing is that I only have 4 freakin' weeks left so come on - lets just do it and be done already.
I'm really looking forward to taking some time off. I love school but I started before I got really into writing. Now I'm working on something I love and I really want to get into it deeper. I can't really do that when I'm going to school.
This summer, I want to finish this book and I want to pursue a publisher. Who knows if it'll happen... I really believe in this story, I just am not as confident in my skill. I'm hoping that, by finishing this book, I will feel more confident. Perhaps I will finally feel like a writer instead of just someone who writes.
This morning I did some stuff with the kids like meals and brushing and flossing, ect. Then I worked on a tiny bit of homework before lunch. Right after lunch it was time for physical therapy. Geez, where did the time go?
Physical therapy went well. She increased my resistance and difficulty a bit. And it felt good. My knees are a little sore but I feel pretty good. I'm tired - but like a good tired from a good workout.
After physical therapy, I went to the store and got some Easter stuff along with some groceries and much needed food stuffs.
By the time I was finished there and unloaded the car, it was 4:30p. I couldn't believe it. I tried to outline my essay a little bit more but when you know you are going to have to stop soon, and when you are constantly interrupted by a noisy bird and little kids, you have a hard time getting into it.
I always find that I am more distracted by facebook and the long hair forum I belong to. I swear I have ADD - though I think it's more like I have senior-itis.
I feel like I'm done with school - I feel like I don't give a crap any longer. I have a month left and I just want to be done with it all. It sucks so bad. Two of my classes have been just fine. Sure, I don't like women's studies but I don't mind having to do the work because I at least feel like I know what I'm doing. With Anthropology, I have huge issues. All social sciences are a struggle for me. I find their concepts hard for me to wrap my mind around.
With this anthropology class we are learning about the history of language and communications - it really is a linguist class. It's hard for me because I feel like I'm reading gibberish when I'm reading the textbook. I hate when I feel like I'm drowning.
The thing is that I only have 4 freakin' weeks left so come on - lets just do it and be done already.
I'm really looking forward to taking some time off. I love school but I started before I got really into writing. Now I'm working on something I love and I really want to get into it deeper. I can't really do that when I'm going to school.
This summer, I want to finish this book and I want to pursue a publisher. Who knows if it'll happen... I really believe in this story, I just am not as confident in my skill. I'm hoping that, by finishing this book, I will feel more confident. Perhaps I will finally feel like a writer instead of just someone who writes.