everywhere I look the people stare in the direction that they're headed for...

Dec 15, 2005 13:16

I haven updated in awhile and well.. I feel empty. I held in so much anger and resentment for so long that now that it's gone, I feel without purpose without life or even emotion. sure I had fun trespassing to look at the clouds where the meteor shower should have been, and I felt a little joy at hearing my semester average in clarke's class of ( Read more... )

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mikewatts111 December 15 2005, 22:10:51 UTC
I can see what you mean when you said my entry made you think, and I'd like to comment on yours if you don't mind. Our entries had a lot in common and I'd like to see if I can expand on this topic at all. This may end up being long but it's necessary, and like that first time, this is as much for me as it is for you. You raise many concerns that we all face, and some that are specific to you and I’m going to try to address them all. In fact I'll comment line by line. I know I've said this before, but if people never talk about things like this, we'll always be alone. Here we go ( ... )

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cangsta December 16 2005, 06:01:04 UTC
you're amazing michael. thank you for caring and yes, I even enjoyed your longer-than-my-entry comment. you're a great guy and friend and just person in general. :)

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xxchainsawxx December 17 2005, 00:28:19 UTC
And he's Catholic too!!!!!!!!!!!
Get procreating.

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senor_fusion December 16 2005, 01:23:42 UTC

dear christine ( ... )

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cangsta December 16 2005, 06:10:23 UTC
thank you for your waste of time. and in my opinion, the idea of watching the meteor shower is still more appealing than you incessantly calling me a fag while watching amazing race. and it may come as a shock (or I guess not because you do sorta know me well.. kinda) but I enjoyed your comment. including the unnecessarily rude sarcasm. and dont get your hopes up, I wont buy drugs from you any time soon. no, make that ever. I guess your wallet wont bulge any more than normal. but dont worry, your other satisfied customers will keep returning and they will keep you afloat. (I'm just kidding but hey, you do that to dont you?)

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senor_fusion December 16 2005, 13:38:36 UTC

har har

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savagelytainted December 16 2005, 02:40:40 UTC
Uncertainty of your future, uncertainty of what you want, uncertainty of if you're truly reaching your potential, uncertainty of yourself outside of the context of your small world...everyone feels uncertain at times, and senior year seems to be more full of uncertainty than ever. Guess what I'm trying to say is, you're not alone. The best way to deal with this uncertainty? That's something you've got to figure out for yourself.

Amyways, congrats on that scholarship and on getting in to UT & A&M's business schools :)

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cangsta December 16 2005, 05:58:14 UTC
I know I'm not alone, but I guess I have no clue what the best way to deal with it is. *shrugs*

but thanks. :)

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