everywhere I look the people stare in the direction that they're headed for...
I haven updated in awhile and well.. I feel empty. I held in so much anger and resentment for so long that now that it's gone, I feel without purpose without life or even emotion. sure I had fun trespassing to look at the clouds where the meteor shower should have been, and I felt a little joy at hearing my semester average in clarke's class of
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dear christine,
i would like to battle michael's epically long comment, but instead i have decided to take the easier route. therefore, i will not. as much as this may depress or inhibit your journey to eternal happiness, i will show little to no remorse. why? because i choose to play the role of 'asshole' for this entry. not because it depicts my true character (well, maybe it does), but rather i feel as though there is no possible way to come up to par with michael's sweet, loving and nurturing comment.
now if i wanted to sugarcoat my words and give you a deliciously sweet cherry on top, oh i would. but well, you don't deserve that at the moment. why you ask? well, because you decided to go look for twinkling lights in the sky. and that, in my opinion, a opinion that matters, is completely and utterly ridiculous. "oh no, oh no, you are so wrong" you may retort with. well, listen. i don't want to hear it. all your deep and insightful comments towards meteor showers shall never penetrate my opinions on it's nature of so called "douche-bag-ness". yes, i said it: "douche-bag-ness".
i will however, agree on the idea of entertaining oneself through the observance of christmas lights. that my friend, is 'cute'. but do me a favor, and stop looking at lights for once. because obviously they haven't done you much. (that is, in the department of friends v. high standards). you might need to look for something else for an answer, because you're obviously not "finding the light". get it? it was a pun. obviously you understood that because you are so smart that you get into UT and aTm's business schools and are content with your english 4 ap grades. you arrogant scum. arrogant, arrogant scum. (p.s. i'm just kidding, don't break down yet).
i know my attempt at humor at the moment is probably not enjoyable nor even 'cute' in the slightest way. don't worry, i don't even care. what i do care about is the fact that we are almost done with school. this is good. as for your dilemma with 'life' and your 'future', well, that you'll have to find in the stars. if you visited fags-for-stars.com lately (as i expect you have), you would notice that on december 20th a new meteor shower called 'enlightenment' is going to be flying over the northwest houston area around 11:13pm. you should lookout for it. maybe it'll come in handy. you see, i'm just trying to be as helpful as michael and others. sort of.
this entire comment was probably the biggest waste of time in your life as of today, and that's ok, because at least it entertained me for a good 2 minutes or so. or however long it took me to write this. my main point is, cheer up, stop worry so much (even though i know you will continue to do so), and learn how to relax. easier said than done, yes, but maybe you should seek new alternatives besides books and stars. they aren't really the best relaxants in my book.
good luck on the scholarship, learn how to look forward to college, do some drugs or something, and find the meaning of life. if you can do all that by the end of christmas break, i think you'll be alright. otherwise, keep writing in your lj so i can waste more of my time at the computer commenting on your 'crazy' entries.
take care,
brad
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