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I really SHOULDN'T be having anxiety about this class but I totally am.
For the environmental major "core class" I'm taking right now, we have to do a presentation and write a midterm about some ecosystem, which I stupidly signed up for the presentation date right when the midterm paper is due, and I'm starting it all in advance to do a good job and I was checking in with the professor to make sure I was doing everything right.
And she's just making me second guess everything I'm doing and it's really throwing me into a loop right now.
I styled my presentation just like how everyone who's gone before me has done it but when I showed her my material she more or less told me I wasn't doing it right even though I'm making it out like the ones before me??? It's a week until both are due and I'm just scrambling now to make sure everything is perfect and just ugh, I'm doing what I've seen people do why isn't it """right"""???
And now I'm researching my paper and she's making it sound like the paper has to be this grand BA paper where I analyze and make a proposal to save the grasslands and just????? I know it's a class oriented toward the major but at the beginning I thought it was good and chill and something that interested me and it does interest me but now I'm freaking out just WHY.
I'm casually but not really unleashing my anxiety to someone in the class who I'm barely friends with this is not good.
For the environmental major "core class" I'm taking right now, we have to do a presentation and write a midterm about some ecosystem, which I stupidly signed up for the presentation date right when the midterm paper is due, and I'm starting it all in advance to do a good job and I was checking in with the professor to make sure I was doing everything right.
And she's just making me second guess everything I'm doing and it's really throwing me into a loop right now.
I styled my presentation just like how everyone who's gone before me has done it but when I showed her my material she more or less told me I wasn't doing it right even though I'm making it out like the ones before me??? It's a week until both are due and I'm just scrambling now to make sure everything is perfect and just ugh, I'm doing what I've seen people do why isn't it """right"""???
And now I'm researching my paper and she's making it sound like the paper has to be this grand BA paper where I analyze and make a proposal to save the grasslands and just????? I know it's a class oriented toward the major but at the beginning I thought it was good and chill and something that interested me and it does interest me but now I'm freaking out just WHY.
I'm casually but not really unleashing my anxiety to someone in the class who I'm barely friends with this is not good.