Dec 03, 2005 00:54
My
day-to-day life consists of me thinking in increments of time.
It takes Emma about 45 minutes to eat 2 jars of baby food in the
morning which is actually just the right way for me to wake myself up
in the morning...she talks to me and pounds her fists and kicks her
legs and smiles and giggles and gives me little baby kisses...my
favorite. Soon, I think, Brandon will be up and I can go just sit
down or fold laundry w/o making Emma too upset for not paying her much
attn. or cook lunch. 12noon is usually when that is. And
then my mom will call on her lunch hour w/ no news or lots of
news...never really in between.
She and Jim got their wedding rings today. He bought a dishwasher
for her too b/c the old one (purchased in 1989) has finally stopped
doing the dishes...they should be getting a new bedroom suite by
Christmas. Someone's in the $$ and I believe it's my stepdad to
be. Whatever...he's still pretty creepy in my eyes. My mom
IS happy though so as long as that stays true, no problems.
****Tears and Hope: My mom's co-worker and my old friend's mom
has M.S. She has had it for over 20 years and was just diagnosed
in the past month. I wish Old Friend and I still talked...we
don't (I'm guessing) b/c of Matt...but I'm still going over to their
new house over Christmas if she's up to it to see her and let her hold
Emma some more. So yeah, you all can go to the Jones' that
night. Because evidently I have the plague.
But I think in times...I have to have time for things. I hate
being late. I hate waiting on ppl for more than 10 minutes.
Ugh.
I'm going to Nashville w/ Emma, Kim, John, Janet, Jena, Emily, Noah,
Jodi, Hayley, and Katelyn tomorrow....it will probably be insane...but
I'll make it work, we're only staying there for a night and then we're
coming back here. Brandon gets to stay home by himself which
seriously does scare me. He told everyone at work. He
manages to tell them all about how Wife is leaving town for the night
but can't manage to brag on me which I seriously wouldn't mind.
(I jumped him when he came home from work 3 nights ago). Hi,
don't brag b/c I'm leaving, brag because you had sex w/ your freaking
wife RIGHT after your smelly ass came home from work. Yep.
Because the boys at work get scared when I talk about sex. They
can tell me all about their renegades but as soon as I say something
they all kind of stiffen up....they just stand and stare at me like,
'Hey, she can't have sex...she's a girl...she should talk about flowers
and fluffy things.' Ugh, I'm done writing :) I'm sleepy and
I need to shower. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox Love to K.O. and
her family.